awkward looks from him

i dont want to be part of his life anymore

i want to forget all those moments i had with him

i want to cut everything.

i want those memories to be gone

i want my self to move on cause there's

nothing to wait for.

last friday, when i was walking down the stairs

for our senior org meeting i saw him

looking at me. we got this "awkward" looks

at each other.

i was giggling that time when i saw him

but.. that smile in my face faded when i saw him

it was really awkward. cause i stopped laughing

when i saw him, i just smug then look down

avoiding that look in his eyes.

i passed by,still not looking at him

trying to ignore him, trying to act like i dont know him

and the most difficult part is, trying to act normal

as much as possible

it was weird feeling that i felt last time.

and when we were inside, i saw him again.

while i was laughing hard i saw him laughing too

looking at my way. it was another awkward looks

from him so i looked away and i didn't notice i

stop laughing that time.

why am i being stupid when he's around?

i said to my self as i looked down.

when will this stop? :C

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