so finally, its weekend again and 1st week was pretty tough for me
especially when i dont really expect everything that happened to me
this week.
1st i was in 10A corporate now, a class wherein a lot of smart people
were there. 2nd, i was elected as the class' public information officer [p.i.o]
which i didnt expect at all.
those were some of the best things that happened to me so far.
everything went back to normal.
but i observed that people i knew before from 8A corporate
changed a lot. the 8A's class clown and the noisiest girl is now
timid. im still adjusting im not used to be surrounded by
smart people .
moving on, i also did not expect that my ex would be in the same
building. it was tough for me to adjust, cause to be frank, im still
not YET over him *wish i was*. thats the sad truth about it and every time i see him
i go crazy and do stupid things.
im not so sure about it but when it was first day of school
and i saw him, he looked at me weirdly then i kinda saw him
smile a little. i dont know if i was hallucinating or what but i just wanted to get over with him
im always embarrassed whenever he's there. i can't even look at him
its weird. and my friends always tease me to him which adds the burden to it.
my friends and i made a truce, if i'll know the name of the second year cute guy
that we named JACOB, then they'll never tease me again. ofcourse i can't do that.
i dont even know him. they gave me a week to do that and i wish i'll make it
but just thinking of jacob , i wonder if i should just let him in, inside my heart
in that way it'll be much easier to move on, to forget him and to not act
stupid anymore in front of him. but i said, he's too young, too young to be
the ideal guy i wanted to have. he's not what im looking for, he will never be.
and someone asked me on formspring, "cnu na ang crush mo?"
no name appeared in my mind, no one. so far, i dont have any inspiration YET
no one in school could do that.
i can't even eat well nor sleep longer because of that. it was hard in my part
pretty much rough for me.
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