confidence, the last time i know it has something to do
with self-reliance within your self. facing everything head up high,
believing yourself with all those trials.
sadly,I am currently experiencing scarcity
of confidence within my self. lately, friends && acquaintances
have been really criticizing me, from the clothes i wear, the way
i choose clothes && the way i do things. i used to believe in the saying
"dress not to impress but to express" but now? -- i dont know anymore
if i should believe that. i always say to my self "what's the use of branded clothes?
if that clothe is as boring as ice? or do not even catch attention"
but lately, those words has been shaky. i kinda doubt what im believing before
the trend today, according to my friends are .. a branded flip flops, a branded skinny jeans
&& a branded shirt that hugs your figure. i dont like flip flops personally because the pueblo
is dusty and its possible dirts will go and dive within your toenails. i can't even imagine that.
i am confuse right now. torn between what i really want and what should i get because my friends want me to. we're not financially abundant, i came from an average family.
&& frankly i am KURIPOT. I want to save money for better purpose instead of buying expensive blouses then what? -___- cheap blouses are fine. i believe that it does not depend
on the clothes but the person carrying it. its useless if its branded yet the person is lousy lookin?
now, i need time for self renewal. i need my self back badly. i love my friends but i can't
change who i am in a snap.
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