two things I've realized today : Im the meanest daughter a mother could ever have and I should really say sorry to my mom. I've realized as i went to school that i was really damn wrong. My friends told me and helped me realized how stupid i was for yelling back to my mom and saying how dumb she is. Even though i was really unreasonable yesterday, she still bought what I've told her to buy. she even placed it on my bookshelf where i could immediately see it. I realized now how much i owe my mother for being understanding despite the fact that I've insulted the shit out of her yesterday out of my anger. I've reflected those words that my friends told me awhile ago. I am truly a stubborn child and i think i went overboard yelling at her. What if my own child will do the same to me in the near future? what should i do? i might feel the same shit that I've said to my very own mother. I wanted to say sorry like what my friends advice me to do so and it is not pride that stopped me from saying that 5-letter-word .. its just that im too sorry not only for her but for my stupid pathetic self for doing a stupid pathetic action. I wished i could've said these words to her .. i wished she knew how truly sorry i am. Now, im currently afraid to look at her eyes .. those eyes that became watery yesterday. :C
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