Everyone one us has this so called "Phobia" wherein we are afraid of a particular thing. may it be abstract or physically dangerous in our perspective. I doubt there is a certain person alive today who's not afraid of anything at all .. If that someone do exist, i probably think he's being superficial or denial perhaps because at a certain point in one's life .. fear is unpredictable .. fear is always there.
as for me, one of my greatest fears is .. INJECTION. you may find it very unreasonable and childish but to be frank, i am afraid of that sharp thing. you're probably wonderin' why am i scared of it. its simple,when i was younger .. probably 4-5 years old, i was pampering my first puppy whose name is Blacky when suddenly he'd bitten me on my hand. the mark is not visible now but as you see, because of him my mom panicked that time and immediately rushed me to the nearest hospital for anti-rabis injection.
the doctor there was so scary that when he poke the injection in my skin.. i cried and had a tantrum. i was trying to escape the grip of those nurses who tried pinning me down so that i wont move. i was so scared that time .. to scared to even utter a word.. i just cried as loud as i could. i cried in the clinic. i think there were 3 nurses who held both of my arms so that i could sit still and wont move from the chair. i panicked i dont know what to do by that time. i was only 4-5 .. i dont know what was happening ...
from then on, i develop a fear of injection or commonly known as Trypanophobia. I never actually thought that i could ever face my phobia of injection. i was scared to face it on my own. i was afraid i'll never succeed in conquering such fear. but today .. it was another breakthrough in my life. I have conquered the thing i never thought i'll ever conquer in my life. i've survive that thing. You guys might find it shallow but for me, it is very important. so important that i've treat my self a shawarma and a cokefloat. i was smiling when i went out of the clinic. finally, i've proven myself that if i could think i'll conquer it .. if i could be optimistic enough, i'll succeed.
to the people out there who are having fear about a particular thing, dont give up on your self. because what your mind can think .. your body can achieve.
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