here's the thing i wanna share with you guys. im super pissed right now. first, because it has been such a long day.. have you ever felt on investing so much fucking effort but it ended up wasted? i felt like shit the whole afternoon. and second, my dakilang boyfriend who happens to be a liar.. unfortunately, said that "your super pretty man, girlfriend" or something that goes with that line. i dont know with you guys, but it really added to what i felt like that time.. it suddenly came out of nowhere.. we ran out of topic and that's what he texted me. i dont know, i felt shit.. my hair was frizzy. i got a pimple in the middle of my nose bridge and i dont really feel pretty at all!!! he always does that. and it pisses me off! it goes out of the line! and i dont know.. i just felt like shitty about it. he said sorry then, i accepted it because i know it was so shallow
and now, he told me .. "off na ako, i love you so much" and suddenly i dont feel right about it. i know there's something. recently, he's been flirting with this girl i barely knew. i think she was a friend. i dont know but he suddenly was too friendly to my comfort.. so after minutes..
i was super surprised to see that he was liking a video from youtube through his twitter!! may offline bang ganon? you know what it feels like being lied to? it felt like shit!! i felt like being so stupid and i my eyes are beginning to water from it. im not the type of person to cry. i always refuse to because if i cry, i felt like shit and weak! i dont wanna be like that. i promised my self that i wont anymore. but here he is .. the reason for all the bullshits im feeling for tonight!
you know what sucks?!
its when you dont get anything from chemistry
its when you feel like your so ugly
its when you pulled an all-nighter for the test the next day, but it was canceled in the last minute
its when the things you've studied for, never came out in the test
and the worst??!
ITS BEING LIED TO!!!
im so pissed right now. im so....................... :(
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