Just when you thought he'll be different, he turns around and prove you wrong. I know I'm not anymore in the place to rant about anything that concerns him nor does he have right to meddle with my affairs but it seems that I can't help but be somehow (even just a little) be affected by his actions
Weeks ago, Some former classmates of mine during freshmen days buzzed me about the latest thing which concerns Him obviously. They spilled about him having a new girl .. I honestly told my self that I could've care less about his actions nor his affairs. It shouldn't concern me at all but somehow when I heard about it ... I felt my heart cringed. Somehow I was a little .. affected by it.
Maybe I was right all along that he was just another guy.. Another guy who'll break my heart. Just another one who'll crushed me into pieces. I'm being dramatic now but seriously .. maybe it wasn't my heart that was entirely crushed this time. But my ego--- He's all over me now but here I am all alone and I proudly say that I'm happy
Yes, I'm happy to whatever I have right now. Maybe finding a better half isn't yet the right time for me, maybe I should really just focus and live life like it's my last. Maybe my auntie was right .. maybe, I wasn't ready just yet .. Maybe there's someone out there who's the right one for me. And when that day comes, I'll be more than ready to open the gates of my heart once again
But for now ... Hello Single and happy life!
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