There are those days that I feel like a crap. I feel entirely wasted and trashed. I feel fucking disoriented, stupid and what else? un-tantalizing in the eyes. There are those days I feel worst. Just like right now, A lot of people belittle me for who knows why .. I keep my self to silence and say to that I know better than to talk back. Sometimes, I really don't know where to put my self. There are a lot of people who are quite a fond of me in a very much nemesis-ish manner. I dont know, I know Im not THAT beautiful. I dont even put up something on my skin to make it fair, I dont hid under the shades when it's mainit. I feel ugly yes. Hay
Okay, now for the good stuffs that happened to me recently.. Well, I made it to cap and badge! Yay! I got the highest score in NCM 101 A among others on our class. Yaaaaay! And umm.. I still dont know the rest of the subject tho. I also wanted to credit God for letting me pass in P.E (Bowling) Midterm eventhough I always flunk it during the actual exam. Hey, it's not my fault the ball wanted to submerge on that gutter! Okay, maybe I was at fault too. But I got 2.75 lul Almost thought it would be 5 since, I didn't study at all.
For Philosophy, I only had less than 6 hours to cram that's why I wouldn't expect higher grade. Plus, I really dont get it at all. The book we've been using is full of words in metaphorical sense that sometimes (or most cases) I end up reading it all over and over again until I get the point.
For Micro para lec, Well .. hoping for a good grade for it once it's out since I mostly flunk or barely pass the quizzes she's giving us. The things I study for did not come out so yeah.. Cross fingers still
For Microbiology and Parasitology Lab, I honestly .. dont know. But still I'm hoping for a good grade as well, the problem is that since hindi kame nagreport sa kniya that we have our duty during her supposed-make up class .. We ended up having an additional item and fvck! it was hard! really hard and then the infuriating part is that right after midterm, she told us to do an activity. Come on! Overheating brain right here? and I didn't even bring my lab gown at that time so I have to rush to the canteen and rent one. Cruel life.
For BioEthics and CHN I still dont know.. but Im hoping I'll pass. CHN exam was quite unexpected. Too many matching times for my liking. I really love essays tho that's why BioEthics is one of my fave. It's like values education on a medical level. Pretty cool huh?
So yep. Those are the things I missed blogging about. CN palaro as of now didn't even excite me. First because The college shirt wasn't distributed, Second because we still have make up class even during palaro and then a 30-mind buggling and difficult as fvck quiz that I didn't entirely expect
All these things are .. making me stressed all over again. I should start studying right now for NCM post-partum exam.. Maybe tomorrow night.
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