5th - who would've thought we'd last for five months. After my drastic break up with my past. i thought, love wouldn't be possible again. who are you to blame me? i was .. pathetic at that state. too emotional in a sense that i started to doubt the power of love. and was bitter for god-knows-how-long.
but now, im walking in the path way back to love. sounds cheesy isn't it? but its true. I never actually thought he would mean something to me 'til the day i started to feel butterflies in my flat tummy whenever he's around. People always doubt what's in me. They always tell me "Why him?" and I'd always dodge that question but answering them silently inside my head "Why not him?" i murmured between breaths.
i've also notice whenever someone just got into a relationship, the first thing that they will ask is that "Gwapo ba?" "Hot ba?" "Yummy ba?"
such a rusty line for someone who based love for the looks a person possess. i wonder why they wont even bother asking if .. "Matino ba?"
Truth be told but He really doesn't have the-hottest-jock-looks nor the yummy-oh-so-good looks that everyone in the female population would turn their heads on. He's average i might say. but beyond average in my perspective and i love him. i may not show that in public.. maybe the very reason why people sometimes question me. but what else matter anyway? relationship .. is between you and someone you care about. it doesn't require you to boast love. love is humble and kind. but sadly, only few could see that transparency between that boundaries. oops! okay.. i literally stole Shakespear's line but .. to hell to that!
I almost forgot that its our 5th monthsary today. i was really caught up with the "Hell-week" thing in college. exams here and there. no, scratch that! it was loads of hey-we-didn't-even-understand-a-thing-and-now-he's-giving-us-exam thing everywhere! huge circles. kinky hairs . sleepy heads.overly-stressed classmates.. you name it! nevertheless, even though we didn't have the time of our lives. i would like to share something about what happened yesterday ....
flashbacks
after that mind-blowing exams. take note, examS .. notice the S catching up with M? yep. 4 exams within that day.ENGLISH, CHEM LEC, PSYCHOLOGY, PHYSICS LEC . I still doubt why the hell nursing students were required to take PHYSICS. i mean hello? nurses wont shove that bullshit complication in the patient's ass. not unless, if we will actually be the one making the patient's homework because he missed his class. oh, shit.. who said that i have to elaborate about how i hate that subject?
oh, anyway .. right after psychology exam, the rain started pouring hard. it was raining cats and dogs! i dont really like getting soak and was really devastated that i forgot my umbrella. talked about my new school shoes that i just worn that day... and great! rain has to ruin everything!
i was pouting all the way down from the third floor on to the ground floor. "Just thinking about the rain pouring down my hair makes me sick" . i thought. when suddenly, my classmates had stopped walking. they were basically blocking out the way for .. i dont know... maybe they saw some random guy passing by all drenched but still hot all in wet look. you know.. curiousity killed that cat so as i peep between the crowd to pass and might see who were they checking out. someone shouted at me "hey, wends! boyfriend mo oh!"
really? impossible. i didn't even text him. how'd he know that i am here?. i thought as i finally went my way to the front to see if its true. to my surprise, he was actually real! he even brought two humongous umbrellas while he's approaching at our direction.
"Ang sweet naman may dalang payong para kay Wends!" added by some random classmate. and then everyone else in the hall way said "YIIIIE!!!!"
then, i smiled at him as he opened and held out his umbrella. He held me close to his arms so i wont get soak as we walked toward the university main gate.. not so far away from the College of Nursing building. I was actually embarrassed as we pass by the cafeteria. the whole thing reminded me of a movie. i just forgot what movie was that..
moving on, he offered he'll pay for the cab-slash-tricycle for me. he's such a sweet guy for doing that. i felt like my heart just skipped a beat that very moment. as he was about to pay the manong tricy i saw the wallet that i gave him on his birthday. i smiled to myself just thinking that he's now using it.
"Sige, Bye! Ingat!" he said as we bid farewell to each other.
Just then, i thought .. that day was one of the worsts days ever for literally chopping the shit out of me. talk about how weird was out psychology prof. she is really like a ninja 'ya know. and that physics lec mid term exam was blowing off my whole senses! then to my dismay, it even rained! ugh! but .. God is always kind. who would've guessed it would turn .. into something .. romantic?
ps. i was actually blushing while typing this whole thing. :)))
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