I'm starting to like someone.
Okay, that's just purely random but I'm being honest. I'm starting to like someone from this point. I'm not saying this because of the mere fact that I wanted to rub on someone's face that I moved on. It's not. I'm saying this because this is what I feel right now
I can't say it's love. I dont think it's even that close to the L-word yet. Take note the last word 'yet'. What I'm saying here is the simple fact that Im liking, crushing, infatuating , whatever-you-may-call-it someone.
Who wouldn't? He's funny. Yes, I'm actually into guys with very wide humor contrary to the popular belief that I drool over guys with 6-pack-abs. WAIT~! In fact I do, Channing Tatum and the likes of Zac Efron and Alex Pettyfer alongside Ryan Guzman? Who wouldn't. Yep. Typical fangirl right here but being funny without offending someone is actually one major turn ons for me. Hard to believe?
He's like plain simple funny yet he brings out the best of everyone else. He gives out good vibes not only to me but to everyone else around him. He's always surrounded by positivity. Something that attracts a lot of people around him.
But.. Yes, there's a but. He's actually dating someone right now. No, I dont plan on stealing him away because certainly his girl is just gorgeous and I couldn't compete with that fact. No. I dont think I have plans on being 'The Mistress'. I'm just happy where I stand right now. Just secretly admiring him making sure that my 'friends' with super see-through xray vision couldn't tell.
He's also a real nice guy but can still pull off a bad boy ambiance once provoke. I couldn't say I know him deep down well but that's what he's like to me. He's not the smartest but I could tell he's wise. It's just that he's lazy
One time he asked me how I study too much when in fact passing could bring you happiness as well. I just smiled at him and said, it's a different thing when you rip what you sow. It's a different thing when you achieve something what you worked so hard for--- that you should, if you have to, not sleep during exam because sleep can be earned easily but failing grades are hard to make up for. And Nurses these days should be competitive as well considering the rapid number of us graduating every single year and that hit him.
And what made me smile is the fact that he said "Gagawin talaga kitang inspiration magaral" --- Not really the exact thing but the thought's like that--- after I mentioned so many things to him.
He did not give me off butterflies or fireworks or whichever cheesy lines you could get to describe it. He just made me smile. Simple words coined to make me smile but secretly, he doesn't know that Im taking inspiration out of him as well...from a far.
No. I'm not gonna tell who he is because I'd like to keep it that way. I dont think I'm ready for another one just yet. I'm not sure if I could take another one at this time considering I have so many plans ahead of me. I'm just happy and contended of being what I am right now
Maybe in time, when I'm capable of appreciating who I am and what I am, maybe I could open up for another one. But for now ... Single muna tayo.
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