I'm sad. I keep comparing my life to others and every time I do, I get lonelier than ever. They said Christmas is supposed to be the happiest day. It's supposed to make you feel loved because you've got family with you
But it has been awfully ... dry especially this year. I dont know where I'm coming from anymore. All I know is it's sad.
I wanted to escape but I got nowhere to run. It's like I'm trap and the only possible thing I could do is to sleep and wake up whilst hoping it'll be better the next day.
Alone in my dark room. Listening to Rihanna's "What now". With a
drunk father in the balcony. My mum and my sib away. Tryna shut off
everyone else. Merry Christmas indeed.
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